I am so deeply in love with you. Please know that. You make me smile and laugh. You pick me up when I truly need it. You have my back even when I’m wrong. But more than that, you’re my best friend. I can literally tell you everything. There is not a day that goes by without me thinking about you (its usually when i’m watching family guy…oh your silly voices).
Basically this is a thank you letter. Thank you for being that shoulder for me to lean on, for taking care of me. Thank you for cooking dinner for me many times and for teaching me how to peel an onion. Thank you for being patient when we were working on physics. You put up with my crazy quirks, my intolerance of red and green together. You brighten my world and better yet, you expand it (computers and pokemon and politics and motorcycles, just to name a few). But most importantly, you brought me closer to God and for that, I owe you everything. When I say that I would not be the person I am without you, I really mean it. Without you, I would not have the relationship I have with God and without God, I would not be who I am today. Thank you. You have changed me into the person I want to me.
Can I tell you a secret? I’m scared. This monday you will be going to camp for 6 weeks. And I will be here. And a month later we will be leaving for school. And you will be in Austin and I will be 4 hours and 42 minutes away. This frightens me. I’m not really scared that we’ll drift apart or that you’ll find some booby engineer chick, I’m scared that we’ll change. I like us and I don’t want us to change. I’m scared of the fact that I won’t see you everyday. I honestly do not know how I will make it through each day without your support and love. I have faith that we will stay strong and I honestly believe that as long as we keep Him in our hearts, we’ll end up together. I’m just trying to brace myself for these next four years. But can you do me a favor? Can you help me focus on the present and the now as opposed to the scary, uncertain future?
Here’s the story: I adore you…in fact I love you. This is a letter to you in an attempt for me to get all my worries and concerns out of my head. I love you. Sir, I honestly cannot say it enough and I mean it every single time…actually the more I say the big “L” word, the more I mean it. You mean everything to me. Dear sir, I’ll be seeing you around.
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